Birthday

It’s your birthday today. 52. That’s how many candles you would be blowing out but he has to do it without you now. The first time ever and he won’t get to speak to you on the 14th April, a day you both shared together in some way for your entire lives. The anniversary of … More Birthday

PAUSE

I’ve not written for a little while because I’ve felt I needed a break mainly for three reasons  Because my inspiration was running a little dry and I wanted to spend some time reading in order to improve my own work  Because I have been focusing on short stories and a basis for a couple … More PAUSE

Before you 

And before you my life was silly: Drunkness and dance floors, Boys in the wrong beds, Joking with the jesters But you brought a stillness With you I didn’t want to live it at 100 miles an hour, I wanted to live the moments as they came to us over and over Kissing in the … More Before you 

Hearts are heavy

I never knew heartbreak was an actual thing. Not a physical thing anyway. I thought it was something people just said but over the past week, I have felt it. A pain in my chest. Real pain and a heavy heart. My uncle is dying. My uncle. My dad’s twin brother. My cousin’s dad. The … More Hearts are heavy

Success!

This week I have conquered one of my biggest fears and it has been one hell of a week with three job interviews as well as starting a new job and balancing my current jobs. I am pretty proud of myself for this week and that is not something that I say often so it … More Success!