He was waiting for me, On a warm night, little did I know as I hit the flush, That once I unlocked that door, He would pounce like a panther, Push me in to the cubicle, bash my head against the wall, I thought I’d scream, but no sound came, He stole more than just…

Saturday Morning

Waking up, me chirpy and annoying and you groggy pulling me in to you so close I could barely breathe, I’d make one of my silly faces or something to make you laugh and ease you in to the day, Pulling  my pyjamas on, I’d get up and put on a pot of coffee, Then…

Shadow Definition

And not so long ago, I was a shadow, full on the inside, within myself yet I hid my definition behind the sun’s ray. It made me doubt every thought, every word, the light shining on me made me want to run feeling awkward and unsure, the heat gave me red cheeks and sweaty palms….

Eternal flame

Heat…Oxygen… FUEL… WE HAD IT ALL. Except… the ETERNAL. 


This one is for my Daddy who picked me up after every shift and every social gathering if he could always, who moves me from house to house in Sheffield and always drives to see me. ❤ We approach the roundabout and the lights go red, you’ll be moaning about people only using one lane….

Cold Coffee

The sun has returned from its hiatus and gleams on the front of cars And it makes me miss you, cos you are summer to me, you remind me of fresh white linen and sun blazing through the blinds, fruit juice on those lazy mornings, my eyes open just to see your cute sleepyness when I…

I would never

After all the beautiful words I’d written,  back when I was smitten,  you now think I’m capable  of writing something so hateful.  Everything you know about my past, not many find it out that fast.  I thought you at least understood,  bring that pain to another,  I never would.  I can’t comprehend why you must,…

Diving in to slumber

Head first in to the pillow, Limbs stretched across fresh linen, My body carressed by the comfort of a duvet, Inhaling the meadow scent of the washing powder, Eyes embracing closure, jaw stretching and a sharp breath drawn, The conscious resting while the sub concious invests its imagination.

Foreign infatuation

We found each other in a stranger’s land. Exploring rivers, mountains and each other. Finding something familiar within each other, even though our tongues were foreign. An infatuation limited in days from the start relying on nothing more than chance. Happy in the safety of our hearts, the rum hit us and we went to…