Once again

So here you are, once again, Tears streaming down your face, Shaking and fearing something you don’t even know of yet You’re sat on the toilet floor hugging your knees struggling to breathe, And for those 10 minutes it all feels so painful Like time has frozen and you are still thirteen  At school with…

Deadweight

Deadweight.When my mind takes the strength from my body, hold me Wrap yourself around me so tightly that some of your strength may transpire. Carry my deadweight just until I am strong again. I’ll try not to let it take too long, just wait with me. Whisper to me, shout to me, sing to me….

Tsunami

It washes over me like a tidal wave, I rarely see it coming, suddenly sucked in to the swirls, the current is carrying me, it’s journey and destination both a wreckage, taking control of my mind, every thought an irrationality, relinquishing to a whirlpool, my muscles surrender to the riptide, their strength diminishes beyond my…

Success!

This week I have conquered one of my biggest fears and it has been one hell of a week with three job interviews as well as starting a new job and balancing my current jobs. I am pretty proud of myself for this week and that is not something that I say often so it…